I am still here, having a bit of a rough time right now as far as school is considered. My nerves are at their breaking point. I went to the doctor on Saturday and told him I felt I was cured for a moment and went off my meds. I am back on them now and hoping it helps. I dont have much time to read blogs, but one that I do read every day is this one, and for some reason I am unable to comment. So hey Ya'll!! Love ya girl.
Last but not least, I have never asked this before, but could you please say a little prayer for me Thursday morning as I have two tests and it is really do or die for me. Please pray that I can know what I know and apply it to the test. I don't know what is wrong with me, I study and know the material and then I bomb the test. So far I have bombed two tests so the stress factor is off the charts. This may be my last week of nursing school and I am trying so hard not to surrender to that idea, but also preparing myself for whatever God's will is for me. BUT. It is totally do-able! So I am going to try my very, very best and get to it! I will be testing between 8-10 am EST on Thursday, and knowing I have you guys praying and pulling for me would really help. Thanks, now I better get studying!!!
5 comments:
I will be praying. Promise. I hope all goes well, girl. You deserve some good stuff :)
Oh Patty, we are having a terrible meds-go-round at our house. ALL of these drugs are just as hard to get off of as illegal drugs. The side effects and the withdrawals are awful, even worse because you don't know what to expect. It's hard and I totally understand where you are coming from. Just know you are not alone!
Nursing school is hard, but you have come this far. Take a deep breath, you can do this.
Special prayers going up for you today.
Why is blogger silencing you???
I love that you were cured for a "moment"...was it a GREAT moment?
I hate the feeling of knowing I am doing my best but feeling that my best is just not good enough to get through something (test). I would say that your job is to show up and answer the questions to the best of your ability and let the chips fall where they may.
You can do this girl!
Just show up, rested, prayfully, well fed and do it.
I said two prayers for you. Hope they helped. I suffered from extreme exam anxiety when I was in grad school, just the thought of an academic exam can still make me sweat. Hugs.
I didn't read your blog early enough to say prayers for you going into the exam, but I'm saying one now for you and hope you came out of them feeling okay. Hugs.
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