It is a new day and a new week. I spent the weekend being very restful and prayerful. I cannot tell you how my whole attitude and outlook has changed regarding the subject of my previous post. The hate and resentment has been replaced with peace and acceptance. It feels like a miracle and it is! Thanks so much to those who took the time to read and comment.
I feel as if I am back "on track" again. I am so grateful to have the tools to walk through an issue like that. Not without a nudge from my fellows. It is so funny, I know I have to live these steps the rest of my life if I want to be free, every now and then I get a reminder. I really do feel free today too, no secrets no resentments. Everything is just as it is supposed to be and I feel as if once again I have moved closer to God, and I never thought that could be possible. There is no bouindry to His love and Grace. I feel so blessed.
Tonight is homegroup. I am going to bring a HUGE cake as it is cake night, and I am the cake lady this year. I am going to run off and get to Yoga EARLY today to try and avoid any conflicts! LOL!
This morning when I woke up I got on my knees and asked God to see me through this day. I will strive to remain"God conscious" today and follow the path He has layed out before me. I will do it sober too. I will try to be kind and loving to ALL that I meet today.
Have a great day all.
Patty

6 comments:
Someone, at a meeting I was at last week, said that the longer we journey in recovery, the narrower the path becomes. I hope to figure out what that means someday :)
Happy Monday!
I so get both posts, I have been in the midst of a huge life restorative process and letting go seems to be the theme of the day!
I find that you are always amazing and you seem to know the right words, and I am grateful to have the opportunity to keep coming back to you each time you post.
love gabi
This is what we get when we do the footwork. I can feel the joy in your heart. I love the "There is no boundary to His love and grace"
The process can be so uncomfortable, but the rewards are sooo worth it! Thanks for making my day a little brighter!
First you go to yoga, then you eat cake..LOL..now that is a balanced life:)
I'm so happy that I found your blog. Your words are inspiring to me and they move me because I have been on the path back to life for a few years now. I'm clean for going on 4 years, but the path has been an uphill climb. If you ever have a chance, please read my blog. It's so good to share with others what we go through. Thanks for that. http://gwendolynnoles.blogspot.com/
I have always loved the "cake lady" in every home group!!!
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