Lessons of the Week (so far)

It feels like God has really been working on me this week. I have been seeking his will more diligently than usual. Here is what I have learned, (I hope)

• You can always rely on God, you can never rely on people. Every person that has said they would be there for me with this meeting thing has backed out. SURPRISE! That has made me rely on God more than ever, and for that I am grateful.
  
• My efforts to keep my ego in check in light of this whole thing has been like a full time job. Then last night I realized the main reason I am so conscious of that is because I do not want to look like an ass. Vicious cycle. I am most likely going to look like a huge ass at some point before the week is over and I am OK with that.
  
• I caught myself going into an "old behavior" last night with my sponsor. It's where I tattle tail on somebody to make me look better. I did not realize it until last night when I did my tenth step. I am not going to say anything to her, I am just not going to do that anymore.
  
• God put a very wise and kind man in my path yesterday who gave me some very good advice and suggestions on how to get things started. I am so grateful for that.
  
• I never told anyone about the format change thing, and changed it back. (:x)-{ my own personal crazy person symbol}
• I just got a call and yet another person has backed out of their obligation.
• Love and tolerance, love and tolerance
  
• This stuff is not the most important thing in my life today.
• Yesterday I got called back to work
• My husband asked me out on date this Saturday night
  
• I have a fourteen question take home test, three page essay and two page extra credit assignment to do this weekend for school. The extra credit is to keep my perfect attendance grade as I will be tardy when work starts.
• I am going to hit some garage sales today
  
• La, la , la , la , la!
• Everything is exactly as it should be right now at this moment.
  
• Life is good and I am so grateful to be sober.